I HATE

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a lot. like really.
Alright, so I've been focusing on putting things in perspective lately. I've been saying things like "it's just highschool" and "i'm only 15" a lot. My problems are not life and death, my problems are small in comparison to life as a whole.
Oh, you know what else? This guy that sits on a table on my way to French class, well he always kinda says some random comment to me on my way past him. Like whether it's just "Hello" or inviting me to a party in his pants (honestly) he says something. So today he was like "Hi!" and I was like "Er, hi," and kept walking, and he was like "Bye beautiful!" so I turned around and was like "Er, thanks, yeah, bye, alright" hahahhaha. Just thought I'd mention that.

love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
the heat I see in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes

That's my parents wedding song. I think it's one of the most romantic I've ever heard without being sappy. Oh, and I stand with my butt stuck out just like my mom. Hahah.