Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

you.

I agree,

I do not think we are the same people that we were.

Katharine Hepburn says:

"Sometimes I wonder if men and women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door and just visit now and then."

I'm cheating.

Somethings different in the world today,
They changed my traffic light to a brighter yellow, yeah

My day will be filled with: sore throat, runny nose, tissues, The Death of Ivan Ilyich, Super Mario 3, tea, frustration, this computer, LMFAO, my bed, Rent, and comfy sweaters.


Mmmm, fabulous!

YES

You are the dreamer, I am the dream.

what up man?

I can build a sand castle without bringing a pail,
And go cat-fish fishing and come up with a whale,
But but you know what that was easy as hell,
Well maybe not the line about me catching a whale,
But if I did it then it's nothing and I did it as well,
Probably easy as it is to move slow for a snail,
Did you know I made this beat with my mouth and a bell?
Just a F.Y.I. (I)
I'm F.L.Y. (fly)
And for those who can't spell I'm a pretty swell guy
I caught a lot of fish I think I'll have a fish fry.

beautiful colors!

(^est 2006^)

So what would it be like if everything came true
Imagine when I see oh, imagine what I'd do
I'd gaze up at the stars and never move my eyes
Take me to a place high above the sky.
Imagine what I'd do if everything came true.
I'd never have to fly in a rainy day
Punch drunk love man, pass it my way !

and over and again

In daylights, in sunsets
In midnights, in cups of coffee
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife
In 525,600 minutes.
How do you measure, a year in the life?

I think I'm going to make it a rule that from now on, all I'm ever going to post are lyrics. Or poems. Or verses, or stanzas, or whatever.

Black & White

Does not exist.

something about owls

The smoke is filling up the room
I say I'm sick , so we sneak outside to greet the moon

I hate the feeling that I' ll puke; if I move
one more inch I will, and I do

the sidewalk is the perfect place
for you to sit and me to laugh at my disgrace

a little dog walks up and curls into a ball right at our feet
...we all need sleep

I don't want to forget the sound of our teeth shaking
in the cold air we try to keep heat cirulating
but its so damn hard, lets head back to the car

earlier today you gave me a gift
so we could celebrate my age
a clumsy bird that you hand-stuffed and sewed
complete with a small pouch...there was always
something about owls.

my brain

is going to explode.


DNA polymerase, oedipus, ligase, essay format, helicase, lead-ins, polypeptide chains, lord of the flies.

I am consumed with things I don't care about
"its just that
I'm sick this
sick of here
sick of everyone
and everything around"

more than anything, I hate how people assume that guys that hit on me and say things about my boobs make me feel good about myself. They don't. They make me feel worse, like I am nothing more than my boobs. I'm so tired of my boobs, honestly, and people don't understand how terrrriibblle it makes me feel when guys do that. Like I'm not good enough to actually get to know.

delete delete delete

If you stress me out in any way, I'm not going to talk to you this week. Basically.


gfdhjklgfs I'm just really tired of practically everything right now

Dear Delaneyyyy;

I could say a lot more, but the bottom line is guuurl you be my best friend :). Through thick and thin. And I'm always always always here for you.

dawn of the dead

"Today I stood and walked away
I'm never coming back this way
I've got my things, I'm here to stay"

oh, by the way. Nikki made this video for me, and it maaaade my fucking day! It was for a project Nikki and Cookie had to do for Gloped, and I honestly have no idea why I was part of it, besides the fact that I'm really cool.

It's really not a bad tasting beer either, as far as beer goes.

we need time, only time

I opened my eyes last night, and saw you in the lowlight
Walking down by the bay, on the shore
Staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night, grow old, and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
And began to shiver violently before
You happened to look around and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, I’ve never felt so alone
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone, and wouldn’t let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I’ll never know, why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn off all the lights, and set this ballroom aglow

(Tell me darling do you wish we’d fall in love?)
(All the time)

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, I’ve never felt so alone
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Saltwater Room - Owl City
Current favorite song! :)

creeeep

To get through my day, I'm pretty sure I need:

My mother, just for the fact that she's my mother
My father, because he gives me rides
Nikki, for my dose of white trash for the day
Alfonso, just for his get-up-and-go attitude naht
Jonathan, because he cracks my back a lot :/
Syrena, for reminiscing..in unison....which is often kind of creepy... but funny.
Sarah, for the n-word which I can't say because I'm too white but I say anyways when I'm with her.
Jade, because she always smells good and I pass notes with her.
My dog, also, because she is big and likes to be pet a lot. Ha?

clarity

is evading me! Everything is blurring into one and I can't see anything clearly. I can't even separate today from yesterday. It's like life is turning into one long hour, stretching and stretching but never changing. That is melodramatic. I once got an award for being the most melodramatic, because I fainted for this little skit thing we had to do. Sofunny:) I've got nothing to write about, give me something to write about


"So don't presume to know shit about me,
'Cause I don't know myself from one day to the next,
And I don't pose perplexities purposely,
This isn't a game, this isn't a test.

'Cause I don't presume to know shit about you,
When you won't really tell me until I beg you to,
But I know that perplexity's a wonderful thing,
It's a sudden found joy, the strangeness it brings... "

The Great Masturbator

"Every morning upon awakening, I experience a supreme pleasure: that of being Salvador Dalí."

I love history.

It says "The sound doesn't stop". I honestly don't even know why I put this up, and I guess it could be construed in the wrong way but whatever! It's probably the best thumb I've ever drawn, holla. All of the hands I draw are based off my own, so that's probably why they look extra wrinkly and oldman-ish.

"This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper."

Freud has to be my favorite, out of all them.
Maybe Butler-Yeats too. I don't see why they don't make movies out of these people. Seriously.

nothing's wrong

Somedays aren't yours at all
They come and go
As if they are someone else's day
They come and leave you behind
Someone else's face
And it's harsher than yours
And it's colder than yours

They come in all quiet
Sweep up and then they leave
And you don't hear a single floor board creak
They're so much stronger
Than the friends you try to keep
By your side

Downtown, downtown
I'm not here, not anymore
I've gone away
Don't call me, don't write.

I hate:

Telemarketers (though I kind of really want to be one), hot weather, close-minded individuals, homophobia, organized religion (most of the time), the word "cuddle" or "snuggle", cramps, people who think they're the shit, soda, health food, grown ups, my chemical romance, bad smells, golf, Mr. Sweet, math in general, grades, categories, old rock, the sun, sunburn, tests of any sort, being afraid, having big boobs, being told to pull up my shirt because of my big boobs, being shushed, being told to calm down, trashy girls and guys who whistle.

I LOVE:
grass, the sky when it's overcast, rain, smiles, writing essays, all kinds of music, the color purple, being weird!, junk food, pigging out, singing, karaoke, air freshener, books, fires, any sort of journal, biology, psychology, human emotions (except my own), lyrics, other people's blogs, spontaneity, your mom, that's what she said, immaturity, intellectualism, surprises, space, being nerdy, techno music, the fact that all my teachers hate me, making lists, tights, poetry (even though I can't write it), Britney Spears, defiance, attitude, phone calls, flowers, the brain, consciousness, science fiction movies, Jude Law, Hugh Laurie, guys with accents, sarcasm, fellow free spirits, motorcycles, fast cars, being a thug, A Clockwork Orange, mental disorders, inspiration, animals, Jainism, ridiculously overrated people like Gandhi and Einstein, Marilyn Monroe, Obama!, politics, arguing, paradoxes, pseudoscience, full moons and ER.

too legit to quit!

p.s. this is my life.

dot dot dot

http://www.asofterworld.com/clean/watch.jpg

luls.
I'm a bitch.

melting away

"I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will be
More than wanted"

"I will never see the sky the same way
I will learn to say goodbye to yesterday
I will never cease to fly, if held down
I will always reach too high
Cause I've seen twilight."

"She will never see,
She will never understand
Until she learns that the heart of a woman
is never found in the arms of a man."

"& as she runs away,
She fears she won't be followed
What could be worse
Than leaving something behind?"

"My heart
your hands
Gentle, my friend"

My neck hurts.

life is one big coming home.

"Home is defined as both a place of origin and a desired destination."
"Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle."

My horoscope says today I should let my freak flag fly- by doing what I want the way I want to do it without caring about what others think because the freedom I will feel will overcome any embarrassment. Since today will be spent with my THUG4LYF I don't think it will be hard(:

I've been in a poppy mood. Like, in the mood for pop music.

"Daddy I'm so sorry, so s-s-s-sorry yeah
We just like to party, like to p-p-p-party yeah
bang bang we're beautiful and dirty rich"

"I'm like a ring leader, I call the shots
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot"

"I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you"

Currently my three favorite songs.
Speaking of letting my freak-flag fly, I've got my shiny hooker leggings on. HOLLLLAAA!

blur

You make me happy :)

I don't really have anything else to say besides that. It's like, WOAH did Cori just blog about something relatively personal? Woah, yes I did. It's intense, I know some of you won't be able to handle it. I have confidence in your skills.









Naht.
http://artpad.art.com/?kd8kbo1juw7g

butterfly kisses

http://artpad.art.com/?kd6t6swe234


ha...
Hahaha.
It might have just occurred to me that I'm the type of person who would sit at the crosswalk and keep pressing the little button- fully aware that it won't make the walk sign thing change any faster. Plus this is my third blog in like 2 hours. I don't understand how you guys stand me, hahaha.

unplugged

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Oh hay, you know what I'm talkin' about, Zebra of the Night :)

ZEBRA OF THE NIGHT!

Oh haaaaaayyy ;)

Code name: Zebra of the Night
Attractiveness level: 17543654257866534 out of 10.
Intelligence level: 10000000 out of 3.



tis not my codename, either. FYI.
ZOTN is kind of a rabbit now.

We've got these so far:
Giraffe of the Night (partners in crime with Zebra of the Night)
Barracuda
Peppy (HAHAHAHA)
Chicken Legs


Fabulous. This is really fabulous.

i've been lying

wide awake, paralyzed by the buzzing of the television.

I'm such a scaredycat, it's annoying. Especially since it was one of my resolutions to be fearless. That's coming along terribly. I've always been terrible at being consistent though. Whatever. I had a long talk with my dad about World War 1 tonight. That's so interesting to me, it's crazy. Like the whole Ferdinand shot in Bosnia by a Serbian which caused Austria to wage ware with Serbia so Russia set up troops on German borders, which was enough for Willhelm to wage war with Russia and through alliances France and the UK too. It's scary to think that the whole war was faught for, and I know this is an understatement, bragging rights. It's like these countries were being ruled by children with big guns and a thirst for power. It's also a big eye opener to think that soon, we won't even have any veterans from either of these wars alive. It's like, wow, we really are changing for the better. Even if things are still bad in some parts, we aren't having any more world wars and I don't know but I think we have reason to be optimistic for our world's future.

I bit all my nails off. Stress, ftw nawt.

Rough hands, rough days
Rough hands, rough nights
Rough hands, rough season
Rough hands, rough fights



Two people, too damaged, too much, too late.

we just like to p-p-p-party

Today was a busy day. It involved driving to Poway, which is actually a really beautiful part of the world even though my mom was flipping a bitch the whole way there. I'm pretty sure more than half of the hate rays in the world sprout from my mom's eyeballs when she's angry. Just sayin'. Then therapy, which went well. She kind of validated some thoughts I'd been having which was nice because all I need half the time is validation. Then some Carls Jr, yeeeeuh :) then home, then violin. Then here.

hahawhaaat?

Bahaha.
Bahhh.
Hahahah.

feels so retro-sexual.

I've a new obsession with Lady Gaga. "Lets have some fun this beat is sick, I want to take a ride on your disco stick" Ha... hahaha :)


"I'm a shade too pale for handsome and have habits I can't shake
And if you try to take that from me well I wouldn't be the same"
I think Lady Gaga should hook up and have some babies with the guys from 3oh!3, because their kids would produce the most wonderful dance music ever. Maybe throw some Britney Spears genetics in there too. If I could, I would genetically engineer the best pop singer ever.

I need some change, I'm going to buy hair dye tonight.

OH NO YOU DIDN'T,

YOU DID FORGET YOUR PRIZES!



How dare you.

Hurry!

It's 1:57.
You have 15 minutes.



Our prizes are spectacular.

Happy belated New Year

You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Always on my mind

I always thought I could make it
Alone but you make it so hard to leave

I was grounded but, obviously, I'm not anymore. I hope everyone had a good new year! :)


I don't like it when people expect things of me. It's like "we expect you to do this now, and this later, and blah blah". We expect you to move this fast, all the time. I hate that. I just feel like walking up to everyone who expects something of me and saying "Hey, I'll let you down." We'll all get along better if you expect nothing. That seems to be impossible for half the population though. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm scared of disappointing people to the point where I can't even try not to disappoint them. Does that make sense? Not really.

My blog posts are getting boring. Blegh.