i've been lying

wide awake, paralyzed by the buzzing of the television.

I'm such a scaredycat, it's annoying. Especially since it was one of my resolutions to be fearless. That's coming along terribly. I've always been terrible at being consistent though. Whatever. I had a long talk with my dad about World War 1 tonight. That's so interesting to me, it's crazy. Like the whole Ferdinand shot in Bosnia by a Serbian which caused Austria to wage ware with Serbia so Russia set up troops on German borders, which was enough for Willhelm to wage war with Russia and through alliances France and the UK too. It's scary to think that the whole war was faught for, and I know this is an understatement, bragging rights. It's like these countries were being ruled by children with big guns and a thirst for power. It's also a big eye opener to think that soon, we won't even have any veterans from either of these wars alive. It's like, wow, we really are changing for the better. Even if things are still bad in some parts, we aren't having any more world wars and I don't know but I think we have reason to be optimistic for our world's future.

I bit all my nails off. Stress, ftw nawt.