during the night

I figured out why I love Edward so much. Jacob, too. Can't leave him out. I love Edward because it means that you don't have to be exceptional. You don't have to be exceptionally beautiful, smart, athletic, funny. You can be normal, and still have hope that somebody like Edward will come along and say you smell good, (I know that it would be love at first sight, or smell, if that happened to me <3) . In Jacob's case, she is his mortal enemy, and he can't help himself. I, myself, don't like Bella much. She's too clingy, too picky, too... Dumb. But anyways, Jacob loves her anyways. Who wouldn't want that for themselves? Who, in the back of our selfish minds, wouldn't want that?
I question myself constantly, what would the relationship be like if Edward could read her mind? If he could read mine? What would he say? Would I be like shallow Jessica to him, not worth a second? Hmm. I know the answer to that.

Nut I just thought I'd let you know, that that's why I love the book. Probably more than any normal person should, but hey? That's me. Personally, I'd've chosen Jacob. Corii Black? Yes, no? Haha, forget I said that. I get tinglies in my stomach from that book! That's not natural, I don't think. I'm also trying for complete honesty here. So, honestly, I've always liked Edward more than Jacob. But, in the long run, I'm just too much of a wimp to handle the pain of turning into a vampire, so I'd probably choose Jacob. WOW pathetic at it's best. Pain doesn't work well with Corii. That's all for now, I'll post another later today. I've got a lot on my mind this afternoon.