it's been a while.

I'm forcing myself to do this, because I haven't blogged in a while. I feel so ...inconsistent. I am inconsistent. Well, I guess the first step is acceptance? Oh well. In English we are talking about abandoning six words and improving-I LOVE THESE LYRICS! Sorry, but I'm listening to that song "Clothes Off" by Gym Class Heroes, and I love the line: The way you stole my attention was flat out burglary! Ha ha. Anyways, yes, abandoning six words and improving your lifestyle. I think they're always, everybody, do, try, should, and have. I couldn't do that. I mean, I could discuss semantics all day, but actually abandoning words? I don't think they harm us all that much... I'm trying to stop using gay and retarded. They are both derogatory and I don't want to be subjected to common insulting slang. I find myself thinking them. Gay was easy to banish, I didn't really use it in the first place, but retarded is a bit harder. I use that word incessantly! I should attach little electrically charged things to my chest that shock me every time I think/say it. Why is it that gross guys always hit on me?! Well, not hitting on necessarily, I don't let it go that far. I was in the car with my mom, and I looked at some guy next to me and he like lifted his eyebrow and licked his lips. What the hell. I turned around and practically vomited. He kept himself parallel to our car for like 5 minutes! I was at the beach with Ronny, and while we were walking around guys could not control themselves! They were whistling, honking, yelling, staring, kissing (gestures only, of course), even asking if we would share our smoothies. I mean, I don't want to sound conceited, but I don't understand. If I ow ow'd some random guy, he'd look up and wink at me. When a guy ow ow's a girl, she thinks he's a dick. It doesn't go both ways. Whatever, I declare all guys RETARDS. SHIT shock me, I mean they're all dicks. That's not that bad. I'm out, violin practice. See y'all!