All I Want is to Rock Your Soul.

I just recently came to the realization that God is there for me. Yes, be aware, this may be a religious blog because it feels good. It feels good to go to church. It feels good to pray every night. It feels good to talk to God and to know that he is listening, and to know that even if I am at my lowest low, someone loves me just the way I am. It feels good to have somebody know every little secret about me, and still love me, because it's what I need. It feels good to have faith in something. To believe in something after believing in nothing for so long. It just feels good, all of it.
On a different note, I'm so tired of living somewhere where it never rains. Never snows. And I miss New York, and I want to go back! I've been very mean lately to people, mostly because I'm on my period right now and I always get the worst cramps and I always get in the worst moods, and it sucks. It sucks more than a slut! But I think it's gonna end like later today or tomorrow, so that's good. I feel so at peace with everything right now, it's nice. I should be doing geometry homework, shh.


P.S. I was never so good at being a mystery, everything I am is practically on my sleeve.

The only difference between saints and sinners is that every saint has a past while every sinner has a future.
- Oscar Wilde, author